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Thursday, 24 March 2011

  • The most random shit catches me off guard

    And BAM there you are, standing there, wrapping your arms around me, intertwining your fingers with mine.

    I start to sweat, my heart skips a beat, butterflies in my stomach and I hold my breath.

    There you are, in my mind. Standing there.

    Even in my dreams, as I make you a stupid steak and sandwich, I feel anxious and nervous and filled with love and uncertainty.

    That memory of you will always remind me of the feelings I have. Those butterflies, they haven't gone away, and I don't think they ever will.

     

    I don't think I can ever stop loving you...

    You're that person. My someone. My one. 

     

     

Wednesday, 09 June 2010

Thursday, 14 January 2010

  • Just not attracted anymore.

    Not physically
    Not emotionally
    Not intellectually
    Not even sexually

    Sometimes, you disgust me.
    Not the kind where you pick your nose or fart really loud
    The kind where I can't believe the guy I'm dating is such a fuck nut
    The inconsistent, insensitive and highly ignorant fuck nut.
    You disgust me and you make me want to push you away

    I might be only a matter of time
    Before that actually happens...
  • skimming

    I close my eyes
    And take a deep breath
    Slowly raising my head
    And look across the river
    You on the other side.

    I wonder if its even worth it
    I wonder if you're even worth it
    I hold my breath
    Take a step back
    Then take a jump and run as fast as I can
    Hoping I can skim through the rapids
    Just to get to you

    But, it never feels like I'll never get there
    I keep running
    But the river keeps expanding
    I feel my feet sinking
    The water rising
    I'm slowly drowning
    And you don't notice at all...

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